Holy Chaos
by Fiona Yorgenson
Lord of the silver tongue,
Your words like honey,
Dripping and sweet.
Persuasive.
Clever as fuck.
Your doings cut like a knife,
The sharpest scalpel.
You leave gaping, open wounds,
Which you close, with whispered, soothing promises
Only after your purpose is achieved.
You tangle me up
And I ask, how will I ever get out of this now?
Then you dazzle me with the answer
And I am floored by your brilliant mind.
Bring me more of your holy chaos!
Drag me through the ruckus of riotous commotion,
Into the revelry of revelatory discord!
Dance me, naked, through the streets at midnight
Until I no longer care!
Until I slay conformity on your altar, as a sacrifice!
Lead me into the maze.
Show me how to make sense of the senseless.
Let me follow your laughter into the space
Where my own laughter is found,
Where I make a fool of my seriousness,
Walking the highwire of adventure with you.
You have overturned my life, Loki, again and again
And I have learned to trust you in the fray.