Baldur's Death
by Andrew Gyll
His fire hidden
in a cloak, thick
and dark as a pall of smoke,
there is, now, no thought,
no calculation;
he is pure action
stepping from the night
into the shining hall.
He has no friends here
and no one greets him
as he moves smoothly
through the crowd
to stand beside his nephew.
Into the blind God’s hand
he presses a twisted
black dart and whispers.
Throw it and see what happens.
Then he turns on his heel
and leaves.
Hodur speaks.
I neither hated my brother
nor envied him;
we complemented one another;
without my shadow
he was too bright to behold,
without his light
I was too dark to see.
Loki speaks.
I am not much given to regrets;
we do what we have to.
Baldur once said to me—
They have made of me
an object of amusement;
what was a symbol of greatness,
now diminishes me.
When it was done I fled the hall
and hid in the wilds;
they found me and,
in the form of a shimmering fish,
caught me in the net
of my own cleverness.
Before my eyes
they tore my son apart
and, with his guts,
bound me to a rock.
My wife stayed to tend me
and even my brother
would come sometimes
and sit silently beside me.
I don’t know if it was sympathy
or whether he was afraid
that I too, in torment,
might drag some wisdom
from the void.
Hyrrokin speaks.
Some people have lived so long
they forget that nothing
lasts forever;
with Baldur fallen
they all felt Death’s cold breath
upon their necks.
Robbed of certainty,
they lost their senses;
they mourned him so wildly
and poured up such treasures
about his corpse,
they could not release him
and called for help
from an older and darker power.
I came.
Old One-eye understood;
I saw him whispering
in the boy’s dead ear,
before I dragged him off the strand
and set him to drift
upon the tides.
Then I rode home laughing!
My kin will not mourn for Baldur,
for he will rise again.
We would rather weep for the Gods
trapped in their blinkered
and unchanging present.
Baldur speaks.
My cousin is not unkind;
my brother, my wife and I
dine at her table,
and wander, at liberty,
across her wide lands.
She makes the ages brief
till that day comes
when we shall rise again
to the light.